Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Life is too Precious!

This past month Brandon and I have been busy planning, taking our engagements and just traveling up to slc to visit family and such. Since the day we have been engaged we haven't been apart from one another! And lately I keep having these spontaneous thoughts and they all started after I heard the song "Never Gonna Be Alone" by Nickleback. I love spending time with Brandon, I miss him the second I pull out of the drive way. I cant see my life without him and I dont know how I got through life before him. We just found out that one of our close relatives has Leukemia in her brain stem. She and her husband have been together for quite some time and just by watching them you can tell they are still madly in love with each other! Her husband takes such good care of her, making sure that she has the best medical doctors and making sure she's comfortable. I get teary eyed just thinking about it, but I started realizing that every day that passes by is a day that she's getting sicker and thats a day that they wont get back. Then I started to realize that even though i'm not sick, each day that passes is another day that I cant get back. I look back at my life and thought of how many days I was grumpy, or sad, or mad at someone for the littlest thing, or maybe it was the biggest thing and I kept a grudge. Whatever it was I now understand the importance of life and how special it really is. I'm really going to try from now on to not be so negative in certain situations and just love everybody! Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. Love the people who treat you right and forgive the ones who dont. You should believe that everything happens for a reason and if you get a chance... take it! It may change your life and you should let it! He didnt say that it'd be easy, he just promised it'd be worth it!

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

A New Life!

So this is my very first blog! I have never been into blogging or twitter or any of that but I figured that since most of my friends blog I should try it! This year has been a pretty different one for me. I moved from my home town to a teeny town down south.. St. George! It has been a different atmosphere and has really different people. I didnt really feel like I fit in, and I missed my friends. I met Brandon and thats when my life changed! I was supposed to be on a date with his best friend but instead I talked to him all night. We started seeing each other every day after that and now we are engaged!! :) My life has completely turned upside down and I love every minute of it. I just got a new job, a new car, and soon to be husband! Brandon is amazing in everyway! He knows how to make me laugh on my bad days, is always there for me, he gets me, he believes in me, and most of all he loves me and i'm so comfortable around him! He's my home and the love of my life and I cant wait to be his wife!! :)